Happy Hell Night

Dr. Neder:

I met a man through the most bizarre ways - a text message sent wrong! He went to the wrong number and somehow we started to text, exchanged pictures of us and started to flirt. He is a man of a very sexy voice and owns a successful company. We finally we decided to meet.

What happens next is the craziest thing I've ever done in my life was my first time! He called me Thursday and asked if I wanted to meet for coffee after dinner with a client, it was early. If not, then we could meet this Saturday as originally scheduled.

I agree but I have not heard of him until almost 11:00, so I thought it would probably not appeal because it is too late. Just when I was about to go to bed, he called and apologized for calling so late. He asked me if I want to come to his place and I agreed because I really wanted to see him in person.

When I arrived at his house it was 12:30. The door was unlocked so I went in his room. He was surprised that I did came to this place by myself. We talked a bit and I think you can guess what happened next. It was really good in bed! I was lying in his arms and for the first time in my life I felt so happy and safe. Really, I know it's not normal, but I felt like it was one I was looking for.

The next morning, we had to wake up early to go to work. On my way home I was sad because I knew I should not have done that, but I could not help. It was then that insecurity has begun to take over. I was afraid I would not hear from him again so I text her to say that I had a wonderful time and thanked him.

I started to worry more and more. I had this weird feeling that since we met that first evening that the plan for Saturday is not the case. I really wanted to see him and I started to like him more and more. He texted me saying 'Hey, we saw the other Thursday instead of Saturday so I made plans with my boyfriend and his girlfriend. I feel bad, I'm sorry :-(". I replied "I just felt that you plan something else. Anyway, have a good weekend. I just wanted to sleep with you. That's all. "

He said: "Whoa, I'm a piece of meat? :-(". I said "or were you expecting me to fall in love with you, I did for about 5 hours - 5 am better than I had in years. And I was kidding about the" fair want to sleep with you "part."

I have not heard from him again - I probably scared him or he thought I was boring and childish and stupid and crazy .... But this is not me! I wanted to be calm and I wish I could be. It seems that I saw everything in place, but now I want to fix it. I really like him.

At this point, I do not know what else to do. I do not want to keep him or send text messages to call more, but if I do not like perhaps never have the chance to see him.

I ask for help. I know most people say "Come on, wake up! It is simply not interested in you. Get over with and move forward ..." but I do not want. Although there are only a slice of hope I want to try to fix things until there's nothing else I can do. Please help me!

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Hello!

Goddamn! Why in the hell you actually try to create what you do not want to see happen with him???? What in the hell were you thinking??? You wanted to be something more than a sleepless night with him so that makes you cancel a date with him, tell him that all you wanted was sex and now you wonder why you call it? ??

I do not know whether to be shocked or disgusted. I am not talking about sex at all here. I think it was a bold, incredible - and very smart move! You do not do so for reasons smart, but you have the net benefit effect anyway - and then you threw it all away. <.